Start my new life from now on !

Start my new life from now on !

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Last day for 2010

whoohoo~ 31/12/2010

hmmm ... this blog is having almost half year !!
haha ~and today is the last day for 2010..post sumthing sin ^^v

aiyuyu ~ first time christmas ,冬至,and new yesr i'm nt at home and by my family side!!
sadzz sadzz nia ~
hmm....yesterday i saw pink colour dolphin !! damn nice that can see the wild one ! in sea..saw them jumping ...
i feel i'm very very luckly ~ cus normaly ppl can see at aquarium or show , bt i see it wild one ! sumore is pink colour >.< omg ~~
haha....too happy when i saw that .... totaly forget bout wanna take picture tim== orazz..bt nvm ... i remember it ..i take phone with my eye , and memory card won't lost ..cus is inside my brain ~
today is my parent marry for 21years !! wish them happy !
DADDY MUMMI i love your !!
start to work on my life smoothly ~
start going though my aim ! i wan more good life !
i wan my mum happy !

at there wishing my blog reader and all my friend and ppl all over the world happy !! A brand new year start ... all bad geh thing plz throw it !! plz forget it ! start a new thing in a new year ! i like it movit movit !!haha

Friday, December 17, 2010

Why ? damn sad.......

when you say it out i din cry...spechless?
maybe when it running i feel it and i have ready...
bt ...i feel it very suffer...heart pain ?
i dun wanna think it ...i wan work ...
bt ..b4 that fever ... that weak of body make my self more down...
when i start being at langkawi u already being with me..
although jz by phone ...i feel it all...
i did put my heart....
i did believe ....
bt why ?
until nw i totaly can't understand why ...
u with me i already feel normal of it ..
it already being a part of my life...
bt why ?
i donno what shoud i do ....
my only soul support ....
after heart raining will be better ...
feel much more better that can release ....
rest well and work ....work and work....

bye......

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

自己在外生活许多的第一次

1,第一次昨天晚上没有煲到水,隔天没有水喝
2,第一次到超市买东西会个价
3,第一次自己一个人在家遇到蛇
4,第一次食物中毒不知道,知道的时候已经病到半条人命
5,第一次早起身比工作时间还早1个小时半,因为以前不睡到最后20分钟不起身
6,第一次自己到超市买东西,还能自己逛街看
7,第一次U-TURN旁边“嗨”到人家的车边,弄好了还需要400++
8,第一次没意识的不知道自己的脚没有踩紧break结果kiss到人家车的屁股
9,第一次自己到海边坐着看海吹风吃饼干
10,第一次做空中飞人parasail
11,第一次玩谁上摩托,死火了还被卡在海上半个小时
12,第一次自己炒饭吃
13,第一次生病煲粥吃
14,第一次到餐馆自己做着吃东西
15,第一次没有帮安全带被saman,还要被回警察说我怎么不下车minta maaf
16,第一次觉得自己说话很假
17,第一次觉得自己怎么那么可怜
18,第一次觉得自己运气那么背
19,第一次觉为了压力而哭
20,第一次觉得自己的家里好幸福
21,第一次觉得妈妈是那么的伟大,妈咪,我爱你
22,第一次自己一个人跑那么远去工作那么久没回家,从小到大,我都没离开妈妈超过4天
23,第一次觉得那么的无助
24,第一次觉得自己多么的无知,多么的自作聪明
25,第一次觉得自己怎么那么勇敢
26,第一次自己坐在麦叔叔的店只是吃ice -cream
27,第一次自己反锁在房间,想办法开锁
28,第一次这么执着于金钱而把自己弄得好紧绷
29,第一次我是那么的想吃家里的饭,喝家里的汤
30,第一次我是那么想妈妈在身边拿药,拿水,拿面包给我吃,自己在这边生病时,有苦自己知
31,第一次生活那么的省,吃都不舍得
32,第一次超过2个月不买衣服鞋子,连看都没有
33,第一次为了钱那么拼命的工作
34,第一次工作饿到胃痛
35,第一次带团出海,跌到妈妈是谁都不认得
36,第一次开车撞蛇
37,第一次在机场跌个狗吃屎,糗死了
38,第一次自己安慰自己别哭,不能哭
39,第一次觉得自己是可以的

妈咪。。这么多的第一次,我都学到了好多好多,你会为了有这么一个女儿而感到骄傲的!我答应你,你会的。。我好想你。。。我爱你。。。谢谢你妈。。。

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

what a great sad night

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tonite having a great sad and lonely feeling ...
2morow morning i have to wake up early to work ..
bt till nw i also can't sleep ...
with bringing a sad mode with song ...
im trying let my self happy to being here alone...
pls allow me to emo sometime...
nt all things can bring out by saying...
bt a lot of heart word ...
so ? what gonna do with thouse word ?
jz keeping at heart...
jz keeping that feeling...
jz trying to acting nth...
i wanna be good...
i wanna happy...
i'm fighting for my aim...
i'm running to it...

and.....i'm sorry my dear...

Thursday, November 11, 2010

sick ? haiz...

i'm back today !!
hmm... nw is 11-11-10 21:48pm and is raining nw...
hm...today 's date quite nice .. bt will be more nice of today for next year ! 11-11-11
waitin for it !! haha

runnin to 3th month for me being in langkawi .. miss home so much >.<
the most hard time for me when i being in langkawi was the SICK TIME !!!
when sick is the most bad time for me rather thn being alone for work or eating alone !!
i been in langkawi only moving to the 3rd month .. bt i sick already 4th time =.=
almost is cause by fever ..
when i work at seremban .. jz staying at aircone .. no outside ..
bt when here ... yat sai yu lum (热嗮雨淋)=.= for the ppl who weak and no drink water often >> me << sure kena sick
and the last time more serius =.= publish here also feel shame =.=

what chinese ppl say 吓到=.= like kids >.<
that sei snake come to my kitchen scared me !!!!! wuwuw T.T
the animal i most scared was snake !! when i see that i also donno what lei geh ... when closer thn only i know that was snake ... when shout , what was funny is that snake kena scared by me also ... hahahahaha

after that ? i scared dou run ..... after i back i donno where the snake gone !! omg =.= i should look to it !! haiz....
dono why .. start feel faint ... thn back room to sleep ...
sleep sleep sleep ... when wake up more faint !! start vomit la =.= cirit birit la =.= fever la =.= what happen ?
all this come together !! make me can't eat anything !!
at night ? gastric pula =.= oh gosh ~~~
that time rili call for god help !!

like that wan wan dan dan ... no ppl care ... no ppl can help for 2days .. no energy also have to wake up tp boil water to drink !
for that time i rili wish to go home to hug my mami !!
rili cry also no ppl can help ...

sick will be the most bad reason that make me can't stand alone in langkawi!!
no more sick .... belle should be grow strong nw !! add oil to self !!
continue to my target !! gogogo !!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

嘿嘿~在这边的生活

哈哈!我又回来写东西了!
(⊙v⊙)嗯~~~~~
来兰卡威将近两个月了吧~
朋友们,亲戚们看见我就是一句“你怎么样呀?”
也很平常心的“不错呀”
在这边的生活就是平静。。工作的烦恼不在说
一个人生活没什么不好也没什么好的

就先说吃的!吃东西, 一个人的时候,我本身也没什么挑剔,一杯茶,一个面包就是一餐
我本人是没有一个人吃东西的习惯啦, 所以就是买东西回家吃!
可是这几天为了省钱,加上一个人,就是面包晚餐^^哈哈~还真的省不少的咯
一个人在外面嘛,当然是闻不到家里的饭香,最怀念的还是妈妈的汤^^好久没有喝汤了...
一个人在外面嘛,自己煮?当然, 我最厉害快熟面了!!哈哈!
一个人在外面嘛,找朋友?我还是比较喜欢一个人在家里看下戏,听下歌这样..
感觉生活蛮乏味?不会。。当你工作累的时候,这个就是最好的放松

住嘛?
放工回家就躲在家里, 阿不然就坐在电视机前面呗。。
听歌就是我的最最爱好!哈哈!听好听的歌曲,在面子书3838下人家闹什么?有什么喜事,还不错一下的!
就是累了就自己睡觉,该工作, 该出发,都没有人提醒,什么都自己来呗
在家里的水煲好好, 要出门就装水
现在?还要在隔天自己煲好先!不然明天就只有买水喝咯
在家里有妈妈帮嗮衣服,要洗就丢下旁边让妈妈放洗衣机
现在?回家多累都要自己洗好放在门外嗮月亮!!让它隔天风干


在我回家过生日的时候身边出现了一个人。。
生日也惊喜的收到礼物。。
什么人?怎么样?然后?

敬请期待。。。。。。

妈咪~~我好想你。。。好真的有点后悔过来了, 最大的原因就是你不在身边!!
我要进我全力学东西!!然后带点本事会芙蓉找工作!!陪着妈妈~~

妈咪我爱你

Thursday, September 30, 2010

my holiday after work for 3 weeks...i'm back to seremban

一个人在机场里坐着等上机
虽然是一个人。。可是之前一个人的感觉和现在一个人的感觉是180度得不一样
怎么个不一样?
之前的我。。一个人?不要啦。。怕啦。。一大堆啦
可是现在?
呵呵, 可能是回家开心的心情让我放松许多。
也可能我长大了那么一点点?
哈哈。。。我都在为自己感到开心
独立对我来说 就是怕孤独。。
其实没什么难的
可是我就是爱想多=。=
怕迷失。。
怕这个不会那个不会。。
怕一个人。。
怕这个怕那个=。=
我都服了自己不知道在怕什么!
回家回家回家咯!!

呵呵,放6天的假回家去咯
而且还要庆祝我的19岁生日^^
哈哈哈哈。。心情简直兴奋!
我好想念妈妈!!我要抱抱>.<
我好想念我的bibi!!我要亲亲!!

家里还是最棒的!!

这3个月里,学习压力,公司的压力,生活压力, 顾客压力!
都是压力压力!新的环境, 新的工作,新的同事,都是这样的嘛==
每一个人都一样!可是我还能时常的面对海!
呵呵, 看到海。。什么鬼烦恼都没有啦!!
这边的工作对我来说是全新的额体验。。
比我想象中的难!
本人记忆力差到极点==
认路差到爆点==
唉。。就凭这两样,对我来说, 这份工作最重要就是这两样。。缺又极点又爆点==
你们说我压力不压力==
3个星期了。。有些地方还是蒙蒙查查。。每次都被骂==
期间还学习驾车技术!!好像新人学车这样==可是对于新人的优点就是我会那么一点点的undang !
哈哈!因为这边的人驾车很鬼可爱。。
青灯打break,红灯跑==
驾motor驾到马路中间,路好像他爸爸买的这样==
明明就是青灯, 缺给我停在那边发梦!==
哈哈。 可是这些都让我笑餐饱!满娱乐我的!可是很危险呗==

这边的日落都很漂亮。。因为有④种颜色!!
黄,橙,粉红, 红!

不知道几时我才会对兰卡威觉得很闷呢?哈哈
可是我还是觉得我的家乡很好>.<妈妈。。bibi...么个!我回来了!