自己在外生活许多的第一次

1，第一次昨天晚上没有煲到水，隔天没有水喝
2，第一次到超市买东西会个价
3，第一次自己一个人在家遇到蛇
4，第一次食物中毒不知道，知道的时候已经病到半条人命
5，第一次早起身比工作时间还早1个小时半，因为以前不睡到最后20分钟不起身
6，第一次自己到超市买东西，还能自己逛街看
7，第一次U-TURN旁边“嗨”到人家的车边，弄好了还需要400++
8，第一次没意识的不知道自己的脚没有踩紧break结果kiss到人家车的屁股
9，第一次自己到海边坐着看海吹风吃饼干
10，第一次做空中飞人parasail
11，第一次玩谁上摩托，死火了还被卡在海上半个小时
12，第一次自己炒饭吃
13，第一次生病煲粥吃
14，第一次到餐馆自己做着吃东西
15，第一次没有帮安全带被saman,还要被回警察说我怎么不下车minta maaf
16，第一次觉得自己说话很假
17，第一次觉得自己怎么那么可怜
18，第一次觉得自己运气那么背
19，第一次觉为了压力而哭
20，第一次觉得自己的家里好幸福
21，第一次觉得妈妈是那么的伟大，妈咪，我爱你
22，第一次自己一个人跑那么远去工作那么久没回家，从小到大，我都没离开妈妈超过4天
23，第一次觉得那么的无助
24，第一次觉得自己多么的无知，多么的自作聪明
25，第一次觉得自己怎么那么勇敢
26，第一次自己坐在麦叔叔的店只是吃ice -cream
27，第一次自己反锁在房间，想办法开锁
28，第一次这么执着于金钱而把自己弄得好紧绷
29，第一次我是那么的想吃家里的饭，喝家里的汤
30，第一次我是那么想妈妈在身边拿药，拿水，拿面包给我吃，自己在这边生病时，有苦自己知
31，第一次生活那么的省，吃都不舍得
32，第一次超过2个月不买衣服鞋子，连看都没有
33，第一次为了钱那么拼命的工作
34，第一次工作饿到胃痛
35，第一次带团出海，跌到妈妈是谁都不认得
36，第一次开车撞蛇
37，第一次在机场跌个狗吃屎，糗死了
38，第一次自己安慰自己别哭，不能哭
39，第一次觉得自己是可以的

妈咪。。这么多的第一次，我都学到了好多好多，你会为了有这么一个女儿而感到骄傲的！我答应你，你会的。。我好想你。。。我爱你。。。谢谢你妈。。。

what a great sad night

25 nov 2010 0233am

tonite having a great sad and lonely feeling ...
2morow morning i have to wake up early to work ..
bt till nw i also can't sleep ...
with bringing a sad mode with song ...
im trying let my self happy to being here alone...
pls allow me to emo sometime...
nt all things can bring out by saying...
bt a lot of heart word ...
so ? what gonna do with thouse word ?
jz keeping at heart...
jz keeping that feeling...
jz trying to acting nth...
i wanna be good...
i wanna happy...
i'm fighting for my aim...
i'm running to it...

and.....i'm sorry my dear...

sick ? haiz...

i'm back today !!
hmm... nw is 11-11-10 21:48pm and is raining nw...
hm...today 's date quite nice .. bt will be more nice of today for next year ! 11-11-11
waitin for it !! haha

runnin to 3th month for me being in langkawi .. miss home so much >.<
the most hard time for me when i being in langkawi was the SICK TIME !!!
when sick is the most bad time for me rather thn being alone for work or eating alone !!
i been in langkawi only moving to the 3rd month .. bt i sick already 4th time =.=
almost is cause by fever ..
when i work at seremban .. jz staying at aircone .. no outside ..
bt when here ... yat sai yu lum (热嗮雨淋）=.= for the ppl who weak and no drink water often >> me << sure kena sick
and the last time more serius =.= publish here also feel shame =.=

what chinese ppl say 吓到=.= like kids >.<
that sei snake come to my kitchen scared me !!!!! wuwuw T.T
the animal i most scared was snake !! when i see that i also donno what lei geh ... when closer thn only i know that was snake ... when shout , what was funny is that snake kena scared by me also ... hahahahaha

after that ? i scared dou run ..... after i back i donno where the snake gone !! omg =.= i should look to it !! haiz....
dono why .. start feel faint ... thn back room to sleep ...
sleep sleep sleep ... when wake up more faint !! start vomit la =.= cirit birit la =.= fever la =.= what happen ?
all this come together !! make me can't eat anything !!
at night ? gastric pula =.= oh gosh ~~~
that time rili call for god help !!

like that wan wan dan dan ... no ppl care ... no ppl can help for 2days .. no energy also have to wake up tp boil water to drink !
for that time i rili wish to go home to hug my mami !!
rili cry also no ppl can help ...

sick will be the most bad reason that make me can't stand alone in langkawi!!
no more sick .... belle should be grow strong nw !! add oil to self !!
continue to my target !! gogogo !!