my live for nw

My new life for now ...
my new life start at having a new job + break up my bf..

Diffrent in between disapear a person + add new staf to do ..

working start on 9.am , release by 6pm... quite a good job for only working hours
but actualy busy and stress also =.=

Living withough a lover , but more friensz, dating with friends , movie with friendz, enjoy with frienzz..

but starting nite live for me also , drink with boss , clubing with friend.. hearing the alsome music , bluring after drink and sleep till hol nite ..

almost after 2am baru i can sleep =.= but actualy i know that is bad to my healthy , but can control that i din feel sleepy b4 that , i wan to change my bad habitz =.= anyone got good idea ?

Working , Drinking , Clubing ,Eating ,Playing ,Crazying

all staff i was doing repeatly now , but just diffrent person to do with .
B4 , Just for bf =.= everything be with him , but now just can do this to friend also , more freedom , no more control .
feel nice actualy..

And now ..... i put him down ,and i willing that he din appear in my life even..
i meet a wrong person ,be with wrong person...

waiting for next ^^
Where you go ? I miss you so , dun let me wait so long ^^v haha
(Dreaming =.= )

I realize i'm not the person i think im

i think i was will good , but i'm not
i think i was happy , but not very
just very simple thing i request for my live
1st : for staying healthy always
2nd : feel happy and lovely always , keep my smile on the face
3rd :just a simple lover for care me , love me and no lie to me ..
4th : money for cukup makan , sometime can hang out having fun

just simple things , but y i very hard to achieve that ?
why why why =.= ,
always thinkin for this and pray.....

i wanted what the ,live that i wan..
when can i have it ?

What am i thinkin now

Thinkin somebody until dreaming him !!

omg =.=... what am i thinkin ?
Well i'm very well in my life style now
Working when working time , Drink while nite time ..
Friends more , no control , no nid think so much to care others...
I like so much ~ this is me !!
but.... ppl having feels , and cannot live withhough love also ...
so , what should i do ?
just being my self , and wait the time to come for my next love ..
wishing and praying so much ^^

My love~♥

My love story ~

dating for 2 times , 2 times also having the same things happen on me ..
My first love .. like another and still being with me ...
My second love , just meet one girl at colleage for 2 weeks, and just leave me behind ==
being with her now very happy ~

What is love for him ?
just can release the one who he love so much before for 11 months and now change change partner easyly because that girl also like him ?
Then what about me ? Love for me do you think that will be same to you ?
Very sorry but not please....

Damn hurd ppl to do this ....
Couples.....try to think what they( your partner ) are thinking
what they need from you ?
What they hope from you ?

Wishing all the couples happy and being together forever ^^

What Is The Aim For Working And Study Nows A Day

Hey boys and girls ~

Can i have a question ?
Why you wiling to continue study ? Why you choose for working but dun wan study ?
Are you sure you can get a better work after you graduate from U ?
Are you sure you can't get any good job if you din continue study ?
Well ~ there was many yes and no..

Telling bout my feeling ~
For me , there was many thing to suffer for me if continue to study ..
The problem was MONEY ..Just money , that will make me have to suffer bout Eat , Stay ,Play
well many friends ask me that "Why you din study ? You can have PTPTN what ?" , " You can be it , you can find a part time job "

Well i was not willing to suffer this things when i wan to study ..I donno weather i will regret because of din continue study ~ but i hope i won't
Many news coming out from this world bout student come out from U , who din get good result can't get any job , and just being a little waiter at any restrant..

What's mean good job ? ?

找到了这种男人吗？在你身边吗？别放手。。Found this type of man ? Just by ur side ? Then just dun let go..

1.朦胧醒来回你信息..
Reply your msg when feel blur from sleeping
2.半夜里接你的电话..
Get your call in the midnite
3.告诉你——到家了就发消息给他..
Tell you ... Just give him a msg when u reach home.
4.你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天..
When u can't sleep at midnite , you msg him , he will reply
5.雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的..
When raining , an unbrella , but half side of his shirt get wet..
6.不论走到哪里..都一直拉着你的手..
Nomader unwhere , he still holding your hand
7.愿意吃你吃不下的东西..
He willing to eat whatever food u can;t take anymore
8.从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气
He never be late , when u late , he never get mad
9.不论去哪里..他都会来接你..无怨无悔..
Nomader where to go , he will come and get you , din have any comment
10.不乱花钱..但肯为你花钱..
He din waste money , but he willing to use money on you
11.拥抱很久..很紧..
Hug u so long , very tide
12.记得你说过的所有事..
Remember everything u said
13.轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶..
Just take off the cover of a soft drink bottle
14.常常发消息告诉你..突然很想你..
Always send msg to tell u , he miss you
15.常常给你留言..
Always lesve u a msg
16.不舒服时..他会很担心很着急..
When u not feeling well , he very worry bout you
17.吵架时不会一走了之..
When argue , he won't just go simply
18.他错了会认错..你错了不会怪你..
He will appologise when he was wrong , but he won't blame you when u are wrong
19.吵架后..会无条件地哄你..放下面子..
After argue , he will do everything to get you back
20.从不忍心责备你..无条件包容你..
Never blame you
21.会一直保护你..害怕你受一点点委屈..
Always by your side to protect you , never let you feel "pls"
22.你说笑话他会笑..会觉得你很可爱..
When you tell joke ,he will laugh and thinking you was very cute
23.比你高..
Taller then you
24.会一个人安静地思考..但决不冷漠..
Will think by one person peacely , but never be cool
25.许多方面都很厉害..让你崇拜..
Know many thing that u thing he was alsome
26.会一直夸你..给你鼓励..
Will always prace you
27.不对你隐瞒什么..
Din lie to you
28.百分百信任你..
Trust you in 100%
29.不花言巧语..
Won't just talk nonsen to make u happy
30.不会因为玩游戏而忽略你..
Won't just play game and don't border you
31.不抽烟少喝酒..
Won't smoke but less drink
32.有活动安排事先和你打招呼..
Will inform you when got any activity
33.和朋友出去时..要想着你..
When hangging out with friends , he will thinking wish to hug you
34.重大的事情和你商量..
Discuss with you when got any important things
35.和大人在一起像大人..和孩子在一起像孩子..
Like a adult when gether adult , like a chil when gather with chil
36.喜欢你..从未犹豫..不拿你和别的女孩子比较.
Never regret to like you , won't compare you with other girls
37.从未想过离开你的世界..
Never think bout the world withough you

38.你买给他的东西他都会喜欢..
Whatever you buy for him , he will like that
39.对女孩子有风度..也有距离..
Being gentalment with girls , but got a distance with them
40.认识你的一些好朋友..拜托她们照顾你..
Please your best friend to take care of you
41.了解你的烦恼与困惑..不厌其烦地倾听..
Just being a good listenner ,never feel tired for that
42.很少让你哭..你哭的时候会很心疼..紧紧地抱住你..告诉你都是他的错..
Less to let you cry, he will feel sad when u cry , hug u tidely , telling you that was his falls
43.可以随时找到他..
Can find him immidiatly
44.靠在他肩膀的时候很安心..
When lying on his shoulder , u feel save
45.和他在一起有种温暖的感觉..
When being with him u feel warm
46.不重色轻友..也不重友轻色..
Won't just caring you out of friend , same as being to friend
47.计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分..
Planing for future , you was the important part
请问..您..遇到了吗?如果是..一定要珍惜嗯！:]
Question , you meet he ? if yes , u have to appreciate...

First of my post

This is Belle .Qian is my middle chinese name , well , self intro first..

Name: Belle Yap

D.O.B :5/10/1991 mean 19 years old since(2010)

Home Town : Seremban

E-mail / Facebook /MSN :un-nini@hotmail.com

I'm a Chinese gurl who living in a small town in Malaysia ,currently single
A girls who very like to talk and like to laugh ( u will know me when u meet me )
Well , y i start to playing blog ?
Cus of my sad and for posting like a diary , and being happy again !
Well ~ i would like to know more friends here .. and just comment me what u think bout me ~ ^^