是一个很平静的雨天，吹着冷冷的风...心里的感觉还如此强烈

21 june 2010 11.34am
下雨了....早上下雨应该在家里睡觉...爽！！！（早上不想起身的说）
每个人都有自己喜欢的天气...我喜欢没有雷声的平静雨天..
1来，比较凉爽...
2来，看着雨水的落下...滴滴答答...感觉平静..舒服..
只想平平安安，健健康康，安安稳稳，平平淡淡的生活...
不再有任何感情的麻烦...
现在深信自己是做到的...


可以的^^

i'm back

well... long time din post anything ...
actualy many thing suffer =.= that's y moody and no feel to write things here ...
m i surpose to write it out ? or i just keep at heart ?
m i do rite ? m i wrong ?
i donno......
i just wan a relax life ever.... but why wan me suffer...
well anything will be settle ...( the thinkin of my heart)
countdown now...............

^^

another moody nite .....

hearing song " river flows in you " nice song ...
but the feeling for me a bit upsad...
thinkin nonsence again....
ishhhhhh.... hate that ...>.<

somebody cheer me up plz .......

having nice lunch at hotel royal bintang ^^

My first plate ^^

My view of outside ^^

The place we sit ^^

nice lunch at hotel that i every try b4 ^^ thanks boss ^^

Thursday nite at Pasar malam..

"MUI LENG "is havng seremban's most big pasar malam eveyr thursday...

go there for my aim was " food " only >.<
eat and eat ... haha ... there is many food of some new food or the same food that i was taking always..

actualy for eating pasar malam's food is quite exp >.<

curry fish ball..... vegtable popia.....fruit rojak.....perl milk.....optopus...fried chiecken ...fried sotong....

my love food that i surely will have it every time ^^

nice and enjoy... all da bao and back to eat ^^ full full ..nice...

next time take some pic and post here^^

3-6-2010 02.13am

flue =.=
yeah.. again a very good " morning " i haven sleep...
what turning in my brain now ?
nth... just ... keep all things away...
i try to do all things good right and fast...
but..keep do wrong things in work.. suffer ..keep make trouble for my colleague..
again start to focus in work and earning money..paying for family..and saving money for my " aim"..

trying to having very good mood everyday..how good as i b4? well... keep laughing..
i want that feel b4 that !! but no more i think >.< stress in cumin..and it will last long for hol life i think....
the way for that just accep ...try to find the way be more good but not lookin back anymore.. i can do that .. all the friend and family by my side is so much caring bout me ..helping me .. i was the lucky one i think compare to other who was " fighting alone "..

REALY THANKS A LOT !!!

my life will be good... i wish ...

By belle

Feelingzzzz....

suddenly many feeling cuming up ....
sad ? happy ? moody ? worry ?

always like to think so much ...

i prefer not to think so much ...but .. i can't do it ?

always giving my self and ppls hope... but when u din get it .. feel very upsad..
but no hope , where the working mood to come for achieve things ?
there's bad and good... ppls always cannot find the balance on that..
i'm the one also , and quite serius =.=

i'm trying to be the happy one ... i dun wan to be the always worry ....
i wan to study...but , it will let me worry bout money >.< i hate it...
i wan to be love...but , it let me lose of trust...betray..

i wan ... i wan... i wan... but i can't...

feeling mine was turning around ...
yeah..i'm happy for this moment...
ops..suddenly get feel sumthing sad... i'm sad for that moment...

i din show on my face.. but emo in my heart...hard...
i wan to relax my mind...
stop it....

Station one online ing ~

First time at station one seremban online ..
and bring my ji mui stefi along ~ haha
pity her so boring , gona be stone =.= , better fast fast bring her out ..
line not bad here ! can on my game too .. not very lag ... but keep dc >.< stefi's labii disturb my line @@..
well , start to enjoy my single life with outing yam cha with ji mui and friendz..

haha , for now , ji mui and friend is good and important to me ~

Sumore today know my eye " shan guang " have to get spec di >.< be sei gan mui T.T

for my own savety , i have to .. is it ? well.. belle is good girl .. i will take the advance..haha...

gtg... back home ^^ online again ..by belle 22:59 1-6-2010